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Post by Jassandra Lawrence on Sept 27, 2009 17:57:33 GMT -5
Jassandra wandered through the forrest, done with her hunting for the night.She'd found a few elk, finished them off pretty easy.Hunting for animals wasn't as fun as the hunt for humans but restictions had to be made.There were already to many vampires and hybrids here in forks anyways.
Jassandra wandered off the path, looking around for a place to sit and relax.She hadn't made much time to do that lately but why not now? It's not as if she had something better to do anyways.As she found a place to sit she smelled a human girl and had to tighten her muscles and hold her breath to resist. She heard the girl say something and then realized she was talking to someone else.Jassandra followed the sound of her voice still tense.
"Will do, baby." Jassandra heard a male voice say before the girl walked on.Jassandra walked out from behind the tree she'd been waiting behind and froze.
Oh shit.
"Kendall?" she called out quietly.She stood still and waited for his response.[/size]
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Post by Jassandra Lawrence on Sept 27, 2009 18:16:34 GMT -5
Jassandra stood there speechless.What was she suppose to say? She'd pretty much abandoned Kendall when they were younger and now he shows up here and Forks and what is she suppose to do? Sorry probably wouldn't cut it.In a situation like this is would probably make him angrier and as if he wasn't already angry enough! Was there nothing she could do to make this better?
"Yeah it's me," she said simply.She hadn't exactly expected to run into him ever so she hadn't thought over anything she would say.It was worse then forgetting your lines in a play- at least then you had lines.
Jassandra felt a pang of guilt as Kendall looked away.She could understand why he didn't want to look at her.She had been a total bitch to just go and leave him like that. "I've been here for a few weeks, maybe a month.I know you're not okay with it. Obviously you're angry with me.But I can totally explain, if you'd just give me the chance!"
Jassandra stood there and waited for him to say something, anything.What if he didn't want to hear what she had to say? What if he didn't care? What was she supposed to do then? This was her brother for crying out loud and she couldn't just ignore that he was right here before her eyes![/size]
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Post by Jassandra Lawrence on Sept 27, 2009 20:04:11 GMT -5
Jassandra could see the anger in Kendall's eyes and she tried to hold back a grimace.It was worse then she had expected and he was just making her feel horrible.
"Because....I didn't think it would matter.I left you and you probably didn't care to see me so I just left things the way they were.And I do care," she insisted. "You can't say I don't because you don't know that!" Jassandra sighed at the same time as Kendall and rolled her eyes as he began walking in circles.When he stopped and yelled that her explanation wouldn't help, Jassandra's jaw dropped. "You don't understand! I had to get out of there! There's no way I was going to stay.And I was going to come back to see you but I just needed time to get settled." Jassandra took a deep breath.She needed to relax and not get all worked up over this.
"I didn't abandon the family.I just wanted to have my own life, ya know? I just got sick of all the freakin hoverin and mother always wanting me to be the 'perfect daughter' and whatever so I just left to start my own life.If I knew you were looking for me then I would've called to let you know I was fine but don't go getting all mad at me because I wanted a change alright?" Jassandra stopped, and took another deep breath and waited for his response.She probably had just pissed him off some more but she needed to get her side of the story out.[/size]
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Post by Jassandra Lawrence on Sept 27, 2009 20:31:06 GMT -5
"You're right, I am selfish and I do know it but guess what? I don't care! It was time for me to start my own life anyway, soquit whining about it, alright? I had matured and I needed my space, everyone does, alright?" Jassandra couldn't help but to shout.She just wanted him to forget about it all.She definitley did not need this. "I do care for all of you but I need to care for myself too, got it? Mom and dad shouldn't be so clingy anyway.They knew they would have to let go, it just happened to be sooner then later."
Jassandra wanted so bad to go sit next to Kendall and comfort him but she just stood there, not wanting to show what she was feeling. "You don't know what to do with me? You want to let me leave again and never see me again? Or would you rather let it go so I can have my brother back? And it's not like I was gonna stay away forever. Sooner or later I was going to contact you guys, alright?" Jassandra sighed, exhausted from all of the fighting.[/size]
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Post by Jassandra Lawrence on Sept 27, 2009 20:54:43 GMT -5
"I'm sorry for what I did.I was stupid at the time and I never thought of the long term effects.Next time I make a big descision I'll go over all the consquences before making a descision.Deal?" Jassandra wrapped her arms around him, glad that she could finally hug her brother, again.She smiled when he felt him kiss her on the top of the head.She missed moments like these.
"Just traveling really.Went to Europe came back here, went to Canada came back here.I traveled, a lot.It was great to see all those places really." Jassandra smiled and waited to see Kendall's response.[/size]
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