` no more lies

[Bentley Caleb Blaze]

Bentley locked the door of his house on the way out. He'd just finished talking to izzy on the computer and he was not feeling very good. He knew what he was about to do, he was about to break a rule that applied to everybody in La Push who knew the secrets of the quileutes. Thankfully, there were only a few who did right now, so there wouldn't be a huge gang to scold him about it.

He took a deep breath, and started running. His mind was racing, should he show her first, no no.. that would freak her out even more. Should he tell her about vampires? yes, i have to. she's in so much danger here she better at least know who to stay away from.. He shook his head trying to clear the thoughts, leaving them until he got there at least.

It was pouring buckets or rain outside that evening, the cresent moon in the sky illuminate the way. All Bentley was wearing was a pair of khaki shorts, and a white t-shirt with a little bit of graphic detailing. He didn't care, weather didn't affect him, and hopefully soon, Izzy would understand that. damn, everything i think about turns back to this. he sighed and pumped his legs harder.

He ran up the last block, and approached the building. He slowed down, letting his breathing steady, "Izzy?" he half yelled, not wanting to wake anyone up. "You here?". He bit his lip, how the hell are you going to do this?. She was probably up in her apartment retreating from the rain.

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TEMPLATE © HAILEY
STATUS: complete, but crappy.
OOC: text here.
OUTFIT: CLICKKK.
TAGS: izzy, secret.
CREDIT: ohxhailey &
gurms @ caution.

[izzy giselle beniveu]

Why do you do this too me? Why do you do this so easily?
you make it hard too smile cause you make it hard to breath

The rain pelted down on Izzy's face, her makeup was luckily waterproof. But nothing saved her brilliant blonde hair from the rain, she was dancing around on the side of the apartment building waiting for Bentley. She had skipped down the stairs in her pajama's just waiting for him, excited that he was going to see her. She knew he was going to tell his secret, so it was only fair she told hers. Izzy would tell him everything that happened with Donnie and her, he read the blabber.net post and probably thought she was a slut. Her hair was soaking wet, all she did was dance around being free was one of the many things that felt so good. Rain was on her favourites list too, and Donnie was on her likes list now. She remembered his cold lips on hers, and how he was so caring.

Izzy sang Taylor Swift - You Belong With Me, her new favourite song that was now her ringtone for Bentley. She hoped he'd come soon, her stomach was in knots. Izzy stopped to look at the crescent moon, all the people in the world she loved were probably staring at it too. She smiled to herself and laughed out loud, her face was beaming with pure joy and freedom. Izzy heard Bentley's voice, she ran around to the front of the building where there was a over top part. Bentley was underneath it, she ran towards him full speed. "BENTLEY!" She yelled and tackled him, she was now laying on top of him in the grass. Izzy hugged his muscular body tight to her, "Bonjour Bentley." She said in her French accent. "Let's skip the French today, you know English is uh ... Way better!" Izzy was lost for words sometimes.

Her pink Nickasaur! pajama shirt clung to her body, it was soaking wet with rain. Her shorts had a plaid pattern to them, she had made them one day because she was bored. She didn't wear anything on her feet, she'd have to take a big shower after this. Bentley seemed tense, she looked at him concerned. I guess this is a big secret ... Izzy gulped, "What's wrong Bentley?! Tell me." She begged.

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tags; bentley, roleplay house
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[Bentley Caleb Blaze]

Bentley’s head snapped snapped up when he head Izzy’s yell. She was already running full speed towards him, he wasn’t expecting the great tackle that came with it, but Izzy was already on top of him in the grass. “er, bonjour..” he said laughing, did I just get tackled by izzy?. He hugged her back tight careful not to break her. “if you say so.” he nodded, no French would make this a little easier.

The rain continued to pelt down onto the ground, and he realized how little Izzy was wearing. He made a mental not to keep her close enough that she wouldn’t freeze, or get sick. He sat up and moved Izzy onto his lap easily, as she begged for her to tell him. He took a deep breath.

“First, why I couldn’t tell you... is because it’s one of La Push’s biggest secrets, and I’m bound by secret. I’m pretty much breaking a law by telling you..” he told her, “I’ve always trusted you, and I’ve wanted to tell you since it happened but I’m not allowed.” he shook his head, “And I’ll be exposing them” he sneered, but lightened up again. “I told you to stay away from them, but now I can tell you why, especially because I smell him all over you.” he rolled his eyes. She’d probably been manipulated by one of the vampires abilities.

Bentley didn’t want to spring this all on her too quickly, or she’d be overwhelmed, but if he didn’t tell her fast enough, she’d run away half way through and never know the full story. He sighed to himself. “Are you sure you want to know?” he asked trying to keep things not too serious, he didn’t want to frighten her.

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TEMPLATE © HAILEY
STATUS: complete, but crappy.
OOC: I fail, epicly.
OUTFIT: CLICKKK.
TAGS: izzy, secret.
CREDIT: ohxhailey &
gurms @ caution.

[izzy giselle beniveu]

Why do you do this too me? Why do you do this so easily?
you make it hard too smile cause you make it hard to breath

Izzy giggled as she laid on top of Bentley, like the good old days. She laughed as he did, it was the most wonderful thing she heard. Bentley didn't like to kid much anymore, he was always serious and oh so calm. On the other hand Izzy was wild compared to him, she was always singing at the top of her lungs belting out a random song. She couldn't help but smile, she was always in such a happy mood when he was here. Donnie was now her new escape, he did things to her when she was around him. It felt like a pull, something she couldn't help but come to him. Izzy snuggled closer to Bentley, he was so warm.

"Alright, let's get down to business." Izzy tried to sound professional, but ending up pouting because she failed at everything that was serious like. Bentley sat her up in his lap like a little kid, she was a little kid in his big strong arms. She lost herself staring into those familiar eyes she'd known to love all her life. She frowned, she had gotten grass stains on her new Nickasaur! shirt. It was worth seeing Bentley though, the grass stains she'd have to deal with. Izzy listened to Bentley contently not interrupting. She was about to stick up for Donnie, she waited till Bentley was down his blabber.

Izzy looked Bentley, "I'll tell my secret if you tell yours." She whispered. She'd missed him so much, and maybe it was time to move on. It'd take alot of time, and alot of strength from Izzy ... But she'll make it with Donnie's help. He'll always be with her, she had imagined them being friends forever. Even though that spark they had was right on her mind, from the kiss to they're normal talks. IZZY! Stop thinking about him! Your with Bentley! You. love. him. Izzy shook her head and returned her gaze at Bentley. "You mean Donnie?! No, he's ... My friend, he'd never use me." She said in a hushed whisper. "How can you smell him on me?! We weren't doing anything too bad ... I mean! I'll tell you later, it's nothing." She looked away from him, feeling like she cheated on him. But they weren't together anyways.

"I really wanna know, I've been dying to know Bentley." Izzy said laying on of her cold hands on his warm cheek, "I love you." Izzy bit her lip, "As a friend." she corrected herself. "Or a brother, depends." Izzy said, her eyes were in pain. She'd been dying to tell him her life long secret she held. "I-I just don't know Bentley! I wanna help you so much, you've been different in a bad way." Izzy said trying to explain. "I mean you always ditch me, your bigger, your different, I miss the old Bentley. What happened to him?!" She asked, a small tear rolling down her cheek. It probably looked like rain water though because it was pouring so hard.

notes; i fail.
tags; bentley, roleplay house
outfit; heree

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[Bentley Caleb Blaze]

Bentley nodded, “I didn’t even know you had a secret.” he said reluctantly. “I need to pay more attention to you.” he said, sounding playful. On the inside, he was scolding himself, he knew it was true; the fact that he had even let Izzy get close to a vampire was eating at him. Even worse, she was sticking up for him, she liked him. “Maybe…” Bentley nodded agreeing. He didn’t want to argue, now was not the time for an argument, when he needed her trust.

He sighed, Izzy deserved to know, and now she was begging him, pleading. He couldn’t not tell her. “Izzy, he’s always been here..” he said talking about himself “he just.. he wanted to tell you, he wanted to see you.” Bentley bit his lip, he felt awkward, and lousy trying to tell her this. “I’ve wanted to tell you from the very first, but the elders wouldn’t trust me to even be around you. If I lose control around you, I’ll hurt you, and I’d never want to do that…. So I tried to stay away, and believe me that was horrible..” he shuddered. “Anytime something good happened I would go to the phone to call you, then remember why I couldn’t talk to you.” He sighed again.. “It probably doesn’t make sense.. But it will.” he said.

“And I love you too Iz, you’ve always been my best friend, that hasn’t changed for even a second.” he reassured her. He took a deep breath, where to start… he debated with himself. the legend.. he decided.

“Okay, so it’s gonna take a bit of time to explain, so uh.. Just keep an open mind, and let me tell you it all okay?” he asked her nervously, taking her cold hand into his hot one.

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ohxhailey & gurms @ caution ; CREDIT
sorry, he's still being oblivious, hes too focused. rofl ; OOC
CLICKKK ; OUTFIT
izzy, secret ; TAGS
complete & crappy ; STATUS

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[izzy giselle beniveu]

Why do you do this too me? Why do you do this so easily?
you make it hard too smile cause you make it hard to breath

Izzy looked at the ground, her hair falling into her face gluing itself to the sides of her face. She should've put it up in a ponytail, but she wasn't really that smart. Her eyes locked with Bentley's, "Well I only have one secret I've kept, and it's kind of ... Big." She whispered, looking back down at her hands which were curled together. "I'm sorry for all I've done." Izzy said referring to going back behind his back and kissing Donnie, everything she did was wrong. "You don't want to know what I did it's probably worse then anything." She felt like she was confessing murder.

Izzy touched Bentley's chest, where his heart was. She felt the hard heartbeat of Bentley, her best friend. It beat a steady beat, while hers was beating so unevenly because Bentley did that. It made her heart skip beats. She laid her head on his chest, "I knew they're was a reason for not calling me, not answering my mail!" Izzy said a bit hurt still. All those months in silence were the worse months of her whole life. "I-I don't understand, why wouldn't they trust me Bentley? I mean I've been with you since we were young, I even moved here to help you!" Izzy covered her mouth, she had said to much already.

"I know Bentley, I know that we'll always be friends forever and always." Izzy said looking up, marveling his form was here. How she dreamed of the moment he'd spill his guts and tell her everything, and right now it wasn't as glorious as she thought it would be. She shivered as Bentley took her cold hand in his warm, it was a good shiver. "I've always had a opened mind, always and forever." Izzy said waiting for his explanation.

notes; i fail.
tags; bentley, roleplay house
outfit; heree

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[Bentley Caleb Blaze]

Aug 20, 2009 13:04:58 GMT -5 Bentley Caleb Blaze said:

Bentley looked at all of Izzy. Her hair was messy, and stuck all over her face, as a result of the rain, she had sadness in her eyes and guilt washed over her face. “Izzy, there’s no secret bigger than mine, I can almost promise you that.” he said gently. “I’m sure what you did wasn’t that bad..” he said with reassurance. It was obvious that she wasn’t too proud of it herself.

She laid her hand over his heart, “It was their reason, not mine.” he said simply. “It had nothing to do with you, there are only 5 people in La Push who even know, and they’re all elders.” he sneered. “Don’t be embarrassed Iz, I’m glad you moved here.” he laughed, for once, feeling it.

“Forever and always.” he agreed, feeling corny. “And I’m sorry for ditching you, I’ll try to make it up to you, if you still want to talk to me after I tell you all this.” he added nervously.

“Okay, I’m going to tell you the legend first…” he said trying to recollect it in his mind. descendants of wolves, the cullens, the treaty… he nodded, more to himself than Izzy. “Okay, so the Quileute tribe are apparently descendants from the wolves, we‘ve always had magic in our blood.” he said feeling stupid about it, “Before shape-shifters, we were spirit warriors. Taha Aki was the chief, and the tribe was threatened. When he was in spirit form a betraying tribe member left his own body and entered Taha Aki’s. He was forced to wander the world as a spirit for he had no body to return to..” he bit his lip, this part seemed kind of pointless to him and he was trying to summarize. “Anyway, Taha Aki was in agony being bodiless for so long, when he came across a very, very large wolf for its kind. The Chief did what makes us what we are today. He asked the wolf to share his body. He’d gone back to the tribe where one of the spirit warriors realized that this wolf was magical, so he went in spirit form where Taha Aki told him everything about how he was forced out of his own body. The betraying Utlapa killed the spirit warrior before he had the chance to tell anyone what he had done. Taha Aki became so enraged that Utlapa killed his own tribe members, that something magical happened, his wolf-body shattered and what was left was a new man; a shape-sifter known as the great wolf.”

Bentley breathed a sigh of relief now that the longest part was over. He deeply hoped that Izzy would understand, and realize that she had to listen to everything. “He could change from human, to a great-wolf whenever he was provoked or danger was around.” Bentley said foreshadowing what he would hopefully, show her soon enough.

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ohxhailey & gurms @ caution ; CREDIT
i fail! i even read the chapter 'legends' in eclipse again and tried to summarize. ; OOC
CLICKKK ; OUTFIT
izzy, secret ; TAGS
complete & crappy ; STATUS

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[izzy giselle beniveu]

Why do you do this too me? Why do you do this so easily?
you make it hard too smile cause you make it hard to breath

Izzy looked at Bentley with contentment, her smile was kind of fading because of the drama of this whole stupid situation. She was shivering from the cold, luckily Bentley was so warm. "No, my secret is kind of personal ... But you deserve to know." Izzy bit her lip and zipped her mouth so she could listen to Bentley, and his whole secret. Her stomach wasn't agreeing with the nerves that she had, she felt like she was gonna barf real soon.

Izzy started listening to Bentley, his story was about wolves and elders?! Bodies? Shapeshifting? What the frick was Bentley?! As soon as he finished, Izzy stood up and backed away her expression was shocked. She didn't have that opened of a mind, her mouth was opened ready to speak but nothing came out. "B-Bentley?!?" Izzy said in a strained whisper. "What the fuck are you?!" She said confused, she was scared what if Bentley was a monster now? What if he kept changing, what if Izzy couldn't take all of this? "I-I-I can't take any more changes Bentley! I'll always be Izzy Beniveu! Your always going to keep changing! What do I do?!" She said her knee's trembling. Her best friend was a wolf?

Izzy's face was strained, she understood but Bentley had to give her time to adjust. "Show me." She whispered looking at Bentley in his dark eyes. "Show me the true you." Izzy felt betrayed, all these years in the dark. Her best friend kept the greatest secret from her, she would've understood more if he told her sooner. Now Izzy was just plain confused.

notes; gah sorry D:
tags; bentley, roleplay house
outfit; heree

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[Bentley Caleb Blaze]

It killed Bentley to see her standing up and backing away from him. He dropped his head into his hands and mumbled an “I knew it.” sadly. He knew that this would be too much to handle, so obviously I should’ve listened to the elders and not told her at all. Fuck my life.. He shook his head.

“I’m a werewolf.” he said simply, it was a fact that he had accepted long ago. “I want to be me Izzy,” he pleaded. “Believe me, and with you knowing that’ll be so much easier.” he said sadly, “but only if you want it to be. I don’t want you to be anyone other than Izzy, You’re the one thing stable I know.” he admitted.

Bentley flinched hearing the betrayal in her voice. “I’ll only show you after you agree to listen to one more story, something you really have to know about the pale people.” he said taking a weary step toward her, putting his warm hand on her face gently. “I don’t care if you hang out with him, because you probably hate me right now anyway and you‘re too darn stubborn to let anyone stop you,” he chuckled with a smile, the real Bentley coming through. “but for the sake of my sanity, I need you to know.” he said dropping his hand, and his head. “Please.” he whispered backing away.

This was a lot to press on Izzy, and he’d never felt so crappy in his life. He’d always deluded himself into thinking that it would go so much easier, you were way off. he scolded himself. “I’m not a monster, I’m still me, I just.. have to work harder at being me now.” he said feeling misunderstood. “I still trust you, and I want you to trust me when I say that I didn’t want to keep this from you, I just had to get it under control first.” he said.

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ohxhailey & gurms @ caution ; CREDIT
sorry i fail epicly. ; OOC
CLICKKK ; OUTFIT
izzy, secret ; TAGS
complete ; STATUS

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[izzy giselle beniveu]

Why do you do this too me? Why do you do this so easily?
you make it hard too smile cause you make it hard to breath

Izzy wasn't afraid, only pure shock ran through her veins. She looked at Bentley, her eyes wide with anger and her face was just not her. The secret was bigger than she had thought, this was like Bentley's whole life! He didn't mention once to Izzy his best friend that he was some kind of werewolf! She had to calm down before she spoke, or else she'd end up yelling something horrible. Izzy took in a few breaths, she was starting to calm down. She closed her eyes and her head dropped towards the ground. "Bentley ... No, I'm sorry it's just that it's so big! I mean I thought we were best friends ..." She said in a low tone. Finally she took a step forward towards Bentley and stopped she wasn't ready for all of this yet.

Izzy looked again at him with wide eyes, "What? A were-WHAT?" She yelled. Her best friend was a wolf, great. What was Donnie? A vampire or something? Pfft, yeah right. She rolled her eyes at the thought. Perhaps there was vampires out in the world, but not her precious Donnie. "I-I understand." Izzy repeated, "I'm Izzy, and your Bentley. We're meant to be in each others lives, I truly believe that." She said simply, shrugging her shoulders.

Izzy still listened to Bentley, she didn't hate him. She was just confused and angry at the part of Bentley that was the wolf side. She took another step towards him, "No .. Listen to mine first." Izzy said running into his arms. "I have a secret too, it might not be as big as yours or as freaky ... But you have a right to know." She smiled then it faded quickly. Izzy went on her tippy-toes and leaned into Bentley and whispered into his ears, "I love you." Izzy said in a small voice. She hoped he didn't take it as only a friendly 'I love you', it was much more than that. It was like I'm-ready-for-you 'I love you'.

notes; FAILFAILFAIL.
tags; bentley, roleplay house
outfit; heree

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